Scadalous/ Sunday, October 9
alright..i admit..i'm backsliding so much..from everything..from everyone..all those toks abt saying we'll cherish the frenship which kai had left fer us were in vain..i noe it's mee..and i realli should haf juz put in more effort..but thanks guys..fer the things u've guys had done fer mee..qingshun esp!! fer all the matriculation!! see i nv ferget ok!!! hahaha..can't wait fer mondae actualli..like a renuion!! haha..can't wait to like spend sum time and catch up with u all!! haha..muz tell me wad had been happening yeah!!reading tocky's post kinda hit mee..emptiness w/o him..and med was rite..kai's one contagious topic..it sinks one to sink everyone..and once again..i'm taken back..to where everything began..to tt super long walk i realli juz can't ferget..=`[..sumtimes i wunder..will things be any different if he's around? actualli the ans is yes!! things juz wouldn't be the same w/o him..we all miss him..and i realli hope to visit him soon!! he still doesn't noe does he? i've got ter..hear this kai!! I"VE GOT TERRRR!! bLeaH..and i SOOOOOO MIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssss Uuuuuuuu and urr crap!! and my heart sinks..Jesus said unto her..i am the resurrection and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live. And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die, Believest thou this? John 11:25 26
*0H..and i've juz decided..i'll go on a 3 daes raw fruits and veg onli diet..see when!! hate me if u muz..i'm doing it anywaeee*
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
12:08:00 AM
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